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Ovid: Heroides From the Letter of Helen to Paris
You claim to act out the promise of Venus, that somewhere in the wilds of Ida three goddesses appeared naked before you: that the first offered a kingly throne, the second material triumphs, and the third said, 'Tyndareus' daughter will be your bride!' It is quite hard to believe that heaven's own would submit their beauty to your eyes, but if true, then for sure the rest of your tale is a made-up thing, when I am said to be the reward given you for your choice. I do not consider my beauty so great that I should ever be the finest gift a grateful goddess could bestow. I am content with knowing that my beauty is well thought of in the eyes of men; if my beauty were to be praised by Venus I fear it would occasion envy. But I will make no denial, I am pleased to hear the compliments you convey. Why should these words that I write to you deny what is desired by my mind and heart? Be not hurt that I am slow to believe you, faith should lag in things so important. I am pleased if my beauty has been noticed by Venus and pleased too that you thought me the greatest prize and also that you placed first neither the honours of Juno nor those of Pallas after you had been told about the great beauty of Helen. I am courage then, I am a famous throne. If I did not love a heart like yours, I would be made of iron; but iron I am not, believe me, though I resist loving one I have decided can hardly be mine. |